wonorlost

back to the past

2008-12-29T01:17:00.009+08:00

Some how watching wok of life brings back alot of
songs that was used to be a hit on radio and in our life.

example:

蘇慧倫-傻瓜

蘇慧倫-鴨子

蘇慧倫-lemon tree

2008-11-24T01:07:00.003+08:00

我们问时你这样说，

没有做到又被说，

被说时候多麻烦，

为何当初你这样说。

Hangover

2008-10-31T00:46:00.007+08:00

Hangover

Its been almost 4 days since the com outing,
and the feeling how much fun we have that night is still lingering around me.
Well it the first time i go and eat international buffer, my first time drinking with the com,
my first time opening a bottle of Chivas and vodka,
and last but not least first time going out with the 41th com.

Picture of 12 members of the 41th com only

The committe's Four ladies

yaaa............. seng!!!

Well to keep everything short,
I felt quite drunk, but some how i still made it home one piece and no headach the next day.
Peiyee the one that always shoot ppl was quite drunk, and she can't even walk properly.
Wei jie the only one that never fails to create some sort of humor/troubles for us to laugh about, was totally drunk and need yong hui to sent him home.
The "Truth or dare" games which we played, forces us to share our little secret/wild side of ourself, never fails to entertain ppl and bond them together.
And last but not least, we get to see other side of yu zhe.

After the outing, i kept wondering about this 2 question:
How i wish we could have done this earlier,
and how many chances left for me to have such fun again?

Some how to me this may be the feeling of hangover.

2008-10-13T09:53:00.003+08:00

Holidays

Perhaps this is the most tiring holiday i ever have.
Spend so much time at work till the stage where i dun even get to have enough sleep.
And maybe because of not enough sleep,
problem around me seems very complicated and hard to solve.

I have 2 jobs and one of it requires me to work 12 hr and more per week.
I know i brought this upon myself, so i got no right to complaint much.
I wanna quit both job and start enjoying what most people out there do,
but it seems to be a super hard decision to be made by me.

I can't quit V8 cause i just return not too long ago,
and i can't quit Tcc cause they are facing some crew shortage issue.

Let put it this way;
While working in Tcc, i learn alot and experience alot, and they also pay quite alot for a cafe job.
The assistant managers are great too, so as my co-workers.

While working in V8, i feel as though i go there to have fun and catch up with the friends that i used to work with.
The welfare for the part timers are good, and the manager is a very understanding person.

This two job give me so much memories, and thus it makes it a very hard decision for me to resign either one or both of the job.

School reopens today. I have to train for my marathon, IVP pattern team, Japanese lessons, work 2 jobs, FYP, and on top of it my normal school lessons.

Even if i'm given 48 hrs per day, i think that still not enough for me to cope with all this things.
Time management is out of the question as thing constantly pop out here and there and so whatever that i plan is always being ruined.

So the question would be, how long more can my body take all this stress???

2008-09-16T01:01:00.002+08:00

Ramen day

Finally get to visit Miharu, a ramen store around clark quay area,
where they serve really really good ramen and gyoza.

The noodle is good but not the mood.
Today the me today was serious me again.

Haiz!!!!
Talk about it,
think about it,
even plan to change.
But nothing change for the better.

WHY!!!! WHY LIKE THAT!!!!

2008-09-06T03:00:00.005+08:00

What Wilson Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Weisheng Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Not too sure which one fits me. But i'm sure this is not true:

"You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do."

2008-09-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

One word: Disappointed

2008-09-01T13:03:00.004+08:00

Nationals

Whether the opponent is tall/short/fast/slow/their kick is much more powerful than yours,it is not an excuse to lose.

To be honest, i need something to proof that i was in Taekwondo once.

There is only 2 way to prove it now:
1) To be a black belt
2) To win a medal

It is kinda too late to be a black belt now. Plus i wish to stay in brown until i achieve more than enough before becoming one. So option 2 seems more possible.

But look from my performance, i think i really suck to the core. I review the video and i realize that i am still fight like the way i did when i first spar. All punches and only my right leg kicking.
My distancing is also not good, and so is my counter.
The possibility of getting a medal now seems pretty hard now.

Sir Johnboy told me that to be able to win, you need to have the motivation to train, and you want to win. Currently I only want to win, but no motivation to train.

I am dam bu shuang about my performance. I am dam upset with the way i fight. but somehow or rather it makes me wanna train more to win any medals back during ivp.
And for that i decide to go back to where i start from. Until i think i'm ready, i will then wear back my original belt.

No matter what happens i just need that medal.

2008-08-29T02:36:00.004+08:00

Words of the day

Definition:

Lazy

Resistant to work or exertion; disposed to idleness.
Slow-moving; sluggish: a lazy river.
Conducive to idleness or indolence: a lazy summer day.
Depicted as reclining or lying on its side. Used of a brand on livestock.

Motivation

1. The act or process of motivating.
2. The state of being motivated.
Something that motivates; an inducement or incentive.

Abundant of lazy factor and lack of motivation.
Thinking of doing this, doing that.
But ended up being lazy and don't have the motivation to do.

Promise myself to earn more money for the bag packing trip,
but lack of motivation to bring myself to work.

Promise myself to run and train for marathon,
but gave up the idea of running because of my laziness.

Promise myself to go blading,
but gave up the idea of running because of my laziness.

I begin to question myself:

"Will i be able to achieve the goals that i have set for myself!!!!"

2008-08-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

My dream

Been watching this Japanese drama, "Attention please".
Although it is about cabin attendant, but it does remind me of my dream.

I remember when was i 14, i don't why but i just walk up to my mum
and told her this, "I going to be a pilot".
She look at me, and gave me a big smile encouraging me to go ahead.

After saying it, i begin to devise the most ambitious plan of my life.
I start to plan where i can go,
what i should do after secondary,
what i should do after NS,
and where i be in the end.

And indeed, when i was 16, i hit the first step of the plan.
I get into an aviation related course.
But that is only the beginning.

Fly school,
Flight experience,
being a 3rd officer,
being the co-pilot,
and finally the last step, the captain.

Watching this drama do inspire me once again.
I guess from today onwards,
I will do my very best to relive and achieve this very dream i set 5 year ago.

2008-08-24T15:38:00.002+08:00

Japanese summer festival 2008

Went to summer festival at The japanese school in Changi area.The objective for the trip was because my jap classmates and me,
sign up to be volunteer for cleaning up the area after the event end.

In return for the effort, we are give 2 tickets(each cost $4), and 2 CCA points.
Believe it or not, my jap classmate and i did some calculation and we discover that,
we became so call cheap labour.

So with the 2 tickets, i went with Grace, Jonathan and my other jap class mate.

The school main gate

The Drinks with marble in it.
It the first item that we start with for the festival.

The moment grace saw this mask, she begins to get obsess with it.

Japanese family.
Took me no effort to capture this picture.

This jap teacher was zai. she was dancing, and when i start videoing her dancing,
and start looking at the camera while dancing.
The below video was her dancing.

After the event ends, Sai-kang time.
Yup that pretty much the end from the summer fest 2008.
Hope that i will get to go again next year.

2008-08-23T09:33:00.001+08:00

Guity

Skipped yesterday training.
Somehow seeing everyone training make me kinda sad.
It like national is next sat and yet I'm not training.
Think should starting putting words into action.

Achievement of the yesterday:

-Have not slept for more than a day
-Complete 2.4km run in the rain while having fever
-Sweep,mop,clean and tidy up the entire club house.

2008-08-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

The next challenge

Been doing a lot of crazy stuff since secondary to push my stamina to the limit.
But this never came into my mind until recently,
my friend jio me to go for it.

42.195km marathon run.

If i can complete this,
I believe that kicking 60 kicks is no longer a challenge anymore.

For people who are interested,
Registration for promo rate is at $75 till 9 of sep.
If register during normal rate, that will cost $85.

2008-08-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

The theory of complain

If they complain,they change for the better and brag about it,
then they deserve to brag about it.

If they complain and change for the better,
then they are zai.

If they complain,try and failed,
then they are still ok.

If they only complain and never do anything,
then they are screw up.

But if they complain, never do anything and still brag about it,
then they are fuck up.

2008-08-12T02:38:00.000+08:00

lazy

Exams coming,
yet i'm too lazy to start studying.

In 15 hrs time, i will be taking my jap term test.
Yet i only completed revising half of everything.

Should have reduce the amt of time spend on watching Olympics.
Why must Olympic be now!!!!
Why must it be some where near exam!!!1

Today spend too much time trying my luck to catch the judo match being broad casted.
Should be smarter by kapo-ing Jonathan's 8days to see which day judo will be broad casted.
This will guarantee to spare me a lot of time for studying

2008-08-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

A piece of my mind

For this few years,
I have been trying to recall thing as far back as i can remember.

As i was recalling my memories,
it seems as if 19 years of my life just pass by in a flash.
If i look ahead of time, i'm about to hit 1/3 of my life span.

If the first 1/3 can just pass by that fast,
i am sure that i am not very far off from my ending point.

Although i'm not as physically old like
someone in his thirties, but i do feel old.

Anyway, spend the Sat night at Tcc working midnight shift.
Halfway though the shift, my female friend went to the toilet,
and she encountered an Ah gua in one of the cubicle.
She got shock and leave the toilet immediately.

After hearing the story,
it reminds me of one incident similar to this,
which happens during the previous holiday.

2008-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

Anti-emo campaign +2 days

Shout

to people who are very stress/emo/ feeling restless out there,
i will intro you a song.

When your upset and you know you shout like this:

ARRR!!!!!!!

When your upset and you know you shout like this:

ARRRRR!!!!

When ur upset and you know it and you really want to show it,
then your upset and you know u shout like this:

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

Tested and proven.
Tried it during training time and it did helps to relieve stress.
Seems that shouting 3 time will maximize the effect.
So try it yourself.

Good luck to all for your exam/report/test/quiz.

2008-07-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

Anti-emo campaign + 1 day

A pretty normal day, just that i'm feeling much positive that all.

I cannot commit so much time to work since tournament and exams are coming.
Plus mum's constant nagging about the timing of the working shift,
seems that it is time to quit work.

With so much bonding made over the 2 months with the people,
it kinda make me sad for quiting.

Spend some time watching the movie:

Have to admit that the movie was pretty touching.
worth the watch!!!

2008-07-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

Back to the starting point

Hmm, i reflected abit.
So i decided to delete every emo post, which is practically every single post,
to start fresh again.

So now i'm on anti-emo campaign.